Exploring spiritual ancestry, past life echoes, and the call of the land, this journey uncovers hidden truths as I prepare to leave Vermont.

A journey of love transcending time: how films and music shaped my connection to Hans, my soulmate beyond death.

Hans came through for the time during a visitation astral visitation on 10/31/93, shortly following his death.

As I process what it means to be married to a spirit, the term verboten culturally enslaves my relationship with Hans and deems it demonic.

Nothing would prepare me for what I would endure when I found out about Pan Am 103 exploding over Lockerbie Scotland.

His desire for me to know his identity was apparent from the start, but I was not ready to confront his shadow.

This book has been years in the making, taking dozens of twists and turns that have mirrored moments in my current and past life.

A personal reflection on heroin's allure, its devastation in Vermont, and the haunting contrast between youthful idealism and lived reality—woven through cultural memory, historical drug use in WWII, and a playful what-if imagining of soldiers on LSD instead of meth.

After being haunted by the Brandstätten images in December, I decided to purchase original photographs of WWII bombed out German cities.

Lavavoth | Death Tarot Card | © 2018 First phase of digital illustration and collage. Note the lace cascading from his sailor hat—an...

Although Blind Love is an edgy and provocative illustrated novel full of “Nazi heartthrobs,” it is actually about the resistance movement.

The Erotic Years, 1940 – 1945 is a controversial picture book depicting trysts between Nazi soldiers and French women in occupied France.

Haunted by Berlin’s war-torn past, I met the uninvited spirits of soldiers near the Wall.

When I prepared for my trip in February, I knew, given its intense history, that I would inevitably run into a spirit or two...

Exploring the devastation of German air raids, the complexity of German Genocide, and how history’s shadows linger in memory and past lives.

Connecting with the ghosts of soldiers—via artifacts, photographs, and past lives—to confront fascism, past and present.

Collecting these photos was a spiritual and aesthetic quest to get as close to Hans's doppelgänger as possible.

Cupid is a dark angel, and he also reminds me of a dark superhero. He wears his heart on his sleeve, just like the artist.