As I process what it means to be married to a spirit, the term verboten culturally enslaves my relationship with Hans and deems it demonic.

Although he had been a fighter pilot in Germany in his previous life, equipped with his own wingman, now, as spirit, he is not here to lead.

It’s hard to find the words to describe what it’s like to be held by a spirit, by a subtle being devoid of skin.

A lot has happened since the last time I posted, including transferring schools and PhD programs.

If you are interested in writing about your paranormal experiences, consider using fiction as an option to disclose your story.

I’ve been battling depression since I was 14. In many ways, consider myself a warrior—always reaching into my “resiliency gene”...

Resistant to the call, disdainful and intolerant of embarking on such a path, spirituality arrived like a sledgehammer.

Grounding techniques for restoring balance, focus, energy, and spiritual connection.

A tarot reading with Hans explores spirit communication, attachment to a former home, and the painful process of moving forward.

How can we meaningfully engage with our nightmares to reclaim our power and creative spirit?

Exploring visitation dreams, astral experiences, consciousness, and the limits of traditional dream language.

A reflection on spirit marriage, paranormal love, spiritual guidance, and ten years of intimacy with a discarnate partner.

Exploring intention-setting, gratitude, and mindful practices for personal growth.

Meeting my spirit husband did not unfold in a subtle and gentle way. The initial connection unfolded during a creative surge.

Early this morning, around 3 or 4 am, ich sehe in der Ferne, I see you in the distance, hovering in the black void, smiling...

They have destroyed your beauty, your canopy that once enfolded me into your splendor.

An exploration of Germany’s deforestation, forest history, and environmental contrasts with Vermont.

Typing is akin to using an Enigma machine, especially if I over analyze the keyboard...

You passed away on June 2, 2016, in your house. You left behind a partner, a two-year-old daughter, a sister, a brother, and your parents.

The Erotic Years, 1940 – 1945 is a controversial picture book depicting trysts between Nazi soldiers and French women in occupied France.