Although he had been a fighter pilot in Germany in his previous life, equipped with his own wingman, now, as spirit, he is not here to lead.

It’s hard to find the words to describe what it’s like to be held by a spirit, by a subtle being devoid of skin.

A lot has happened since the last time I posted, including transferring schools and PhD programs.

Nothing could prepare me for what I would endure when I found out about Pan Am 103 exploding over Lockerbie Scotland.

Sad song by Bob Moses. The entire album, Days Gone By, is a requiem for the Surfside collapse + for my past life collapse trauma.

If you are interested in writing about your paranormal experiences, consider using fiction as an option to disclose your story.

Resistant to the call, disdainful and intolerant of embarking on such a path, spirituality arrived like a sledgehammer.

Meeting my spirit husband did not unfold in a subtle and gentle way. The initial connection unfolded during a creative surge.

His desire for me to know his identity was apparent from the start, but I was not ready to confront his shadow.

Early this morning, around 3 or 4 am, ich sehe in der Ferne, I see you in the distance, hovering in the black void, smiling...

This book has been years in the making, taking dozens of twists and turns that have mirrored moments in my current and past life.

Typing is akin to using an Enigma machine, especially if I over analyze the keyboard...

Although Blind Love is an edgy and provocative illustrated novel full of “Nazi heartthrobs,” it is actually about the resistance movement.

The Erotic Years, 1940 – 1945 is a controversial picture book depicting trysts between Nazi soldiers and French women in occupied France.

In Berlin, Germany, a visit to the Berlin Wall becomes an encounter with World War II soldiers moving through the field, appearing without warning.

In Berlin, Germany, the flak tower becomes a point of entry into a city where the past presses in and something unseen begins to surface.

Exploring the devastation of German air raids, and how the complexity of history’s shadows linger in a past life memory.

Connecting with the ghosts of Nazi Germany via photographs to understand fascism then and now.

Collecting antique photographs was a spiritual and aesthetic quest to get as close to Hans's doppelgänger as possible.

Exploring the intimate and transformative experience of walk-ins with Hans, where trust, healing and connection transcend the physical realm.