A visitation dream with Hans is explored through poetry, dream documentation, and research on poetic inquiry.

Using expressive arts to work through current and past life trauma could support the healing process.

Henning Brandt. Hare Captain in the Goth Regime. Sex addict. Spectrophiliac. Out of all the characters in Blind Love, he remains the most developed and complicated.

Multiple EVPs from Hans, including ASMR sounds.

Proofreading, rewriting, getting lost in sentences, and resetting with music.

A gliding flight in Vermont becomes more when a series of small, insistent moments only later reveals their connection to a shocking event. Moving between lived experience and theory, the post traces how synchronicity and precognition unfold through time and creative response.

During a ten-day drawing practice shaped by the myth of Eros and Psyche, I tried to draw Hans’s face for the first time in years. Each attempt forced a confrontation between devotion and verification. Making him visible risked shifting him from my unseen companion to the historical man he once was, revealing how the act of seeing can alter the bond itself.

After years of silence, I return to Blind Love, a novel born of visions, past lives, and the paranormal, guided again by Hans as the world turns darker still.

A journey into sacred land, spiritual expansion, and aging as a return to the wild, guided by unseen forces and my spirit lover, Hans.

I saw maples covered in vinyl tubing. "That must be their place," I said, oblivious of the fact that tapping could be a thing in Danby.

Creative work and partnership with subtle entities

An exploration of spirit marriage, mystical eroticism, and abstract art inspired by sex, longing, and spiritual connection.

The term sayfish metaphorically captures one of the challenges of being in an inter-dimensional marriage.

As I process what it means to be married to a spirit, the term verboten culturally enslaves my relationship with Hans and deems it demonic.

It’s hard to find the words to describe what it’s like to be held by a spirit, by a subtle being devoid of skin.

A lot has happened since the last time I posted, including transferring schools and PhD programs.

If you are interested in writing about your paranormal experiences, consider using fiction as an option to disclose your story.

I’ve been battling depression since I was 14. In many ways, consider myself a warrior—always reaching into my “resiliency gene”...

Resistant to the call, disdainful and intolerant of embarking on such a path, spirituality arrived like a sledgehammer.

A tarot reading with Hans explores spirit communication, attachment to a former home, and the painful process of moving forward.