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"I write to discover what I know."
– Flannery O'Connor


Using Poetry to Process a Documented Visitation Dream with my Deceased Beloved
A visitation dream with Hans is explored through poetry, dream documentation, and research on poetic inquiry.

Lavavoth
May 257 min read


The Healing Power of Expressive Arts: Processing Current and Past Life Trauma
Using expressive arts to work through current and past life trauma could support the healing process.

Lavavoth
May 137 min read


A Language of Our Own (Part 1): Examples of Electronic Voice Phenomena
Multiple EVPs from Hans, including ASMR sounds.

Lavavoth
Apr 2910 min read


Returning to Blind Love: Creation, Collapse, and the Call to Begin Again
After years of silence, I return to Blind Love, a novel born of visions, past lives, and the paranormal, guided again by Hans as the world turns darker still.

Lavavoth
Apr 23, 20259 min read


Music as the Lingua Franca of the Dead
This post explores how Hans communicates with me through music.

Lavavoth
Apr 21, 20255 min read


Into the Northern Wilds: A Journey of Aging, Spirit, and Sacred Land
A journey into sacred land, spiritual expansion, and aging as a return to the wild, guided by unseen forces and my spirit lover, Hans.

Lavavoth
Jun 5, 20244 min read


A Journey of Love and Unity: Exploring the Sacredness of Spirit Marriage through Mystical Erotic Art
An exploration of spirit marriage, mystical eroticism, and abstract art inspired by sex, longing, and spiritual connection.

Lavavoth
Jan 2, 20243 min read


A Bombing and a Past Life
Nothing could prepare me for what I would endure when I found out about Pan Am 103 exploding over Lockerbie Scotland.

Lavavoth
Jul 28, 20214 min read


Writing on the Wall
Sad song by Bob Moses. The entire album, Days Gone By, is a requiem for the Surfside collapse + for my past life collapse trauma.

Lavavoth
Jul 4, 20211 min read


"Smile Because It Happened": Birthday Reflection
I’ve been battling depression since I was 14. In many ways, consider myself a warrior—always reaching into my “resiliency gene”...

Lavavoth
Mar 31, 20212 min read


One Step Up, Two Steps Down: A Semi-Poetic Response to Nonlinear Spiritual Development
Resistant to the call, disdainful and intolerant of embarking on such a path, spirituality arrived like a sledgehammer.

Lavavoth
Mar 18, 20213 min read


Embodied Cohabitation: Spirit Communication with Hans Using the Tarot
A tarot reading with Hans explores spirit communication, attachment to a former home, and the painful process of moving forward.

Lavavoth
Mar 5, 20215 min read


Visitation Dreams: Rethinking Dream Language
Exploring visitation dreams, astral experiences, consciousness, and the limits of traditional dream language.

Lavavoth
Sep 10, 20203 min read


Setting Intentions to Manifest Our Dreams
Exploring intention-setting, gratitude, and mindful practices for personal growth.

Lavavoth
Apr 13, 20205 min read


Apocalypse
You leapt from crumbling bridges watching cityscapes turn to dust
Filming helicopters crashing in the ocean from way above.

Lavavoth
Feb 3, 20191 min read
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