After years of silence, I return to Blind Love—a novel born of visions, memory, and warning—guided again by Hans as the world turns darker still.

This post explores how Hans communicates with me through music.

A journey into sacred land, spiritual expansion, and aging as a return to the wild, guided by unseen forces and a spirit lover, Hans.

It can be very tricky having sex with a spirit. For one, they are oftentimes invisible, so you have to get creative...

Nothing would prepare me for what I would endure when I found out about Pan Am 103 exploding over Lockerbie Scotland.

Sad song by Bob Moses. The entire album, Days Gone By, is a requiem for the Surfside collapse + for my past life collapse trauma.

I’ve been battling depression since I was 14. In many ways, consider myself a warrior—always reaching into my “resiliency gene”...

"Alaska" by Austrian electronic duo HVOB from their album Rocco.

You leapt from crumbling bridges watching cityscapes turn to dust Filming helicopters crashing in the ocean from way above.