A visitation dream with Hans is explored through poetry, dream documentation, and research on poetic inquiry.

Multiple EVPs from Hans, including ASMR sounds.

A gliding flight in Vermont becomes more when a series of small, insistent moments only later reveals their connection to a shocking event. Moving between lived experience and theory, the post traces how synchronicity and precognition unfold through time and creative response.

A visitation dream of flight, fear, and surrender gives way to a YouTube feed overtaken by cockpit footage and a vanished interview. The return of fighter jets pulls me back into questions of love, truth, and what remains unresolved.

After a dual diagnosis, I look back on intuition, loss, and a fractured friendship to understand how one painful reconnection may have given me more time.

Over ten days, I kept returning to the same images while working through depression and conflict with Hans. Through Eros and Psyche, the work shifted into distance, misalignment, and the inability to reconcile who he had been with who he is now. Still, I stayed with it.

This post explores how Hans communicates with me through music.

This post unveils personal accounts and research of intimate relationships with spirits.

Exploring spiritual ancestry, a past life, and the call of the land, this journey uncovers hidden truths as I prepare to leave Vermont.

A journey into sacred land, spiritual expansion, and aging as a return to the wild, guided by unseen forces and my spirit lover, Hans.

An intimate, visitation dream account with Hans and his WWII capture in barren fields.

Hans came through for the time during a visitation astral visitation on 10/31/93, shortly following his death.

Creative work and partnership with subtle entities

As I process what it means to be married to a spirit, the term verboten culturally enslaves my relationship with Hans and deems it demonic.

Nothing could prepare me for what I would endure when I found out about Pan Am 103 exploding over Lockerbie Scotland.

If you are interested in writing about your paranormal experiences, consider using fiction as an option to disclose your story.

Resistant to the call, disdainful and intolerant of embarking on such a path, spirituality arrived like a sledgehammer.

A tarot reading with Hans explores spirit communication, attachment to a former home, and the painful process of moving forward.

Exploring visitation dreams, astral experiences, consciousness, and the limits of traditional dream language.

Meeting my spirit husband did not unfold in a subtle and gentle way. The initial connection unfolded during a creative surge.